The previous update really made me uncomfortable putting it online. I am proud I did it though. Thank you for all the sweet messages in my mailbox. After I met RopeMarks we did many awesome things (secretly he is very sweet and caring, sssshhh... don't tell anyone :-) ). One of the things we did was this session where he suspended me upside-down and played with me. It was actually suprisingly comfortable to hang like this. I shouldn't have said that though... He made it thougher for me (pfffrt...).